missing my mom

Today marks 11 years since my mom has been gone. It was an okay day, but as the night draws to an end and not a mention of her name from anyone in my little family, it makes for a sad lonely night. Justin has no possible clue how losing a mom feels. He can't comprehend the aching in my hearrt and the yerning just to talk to her on the phone. How many times I just want to call her and ask her for advice, especially when it comes to my children. Nor can he comprehend how much I just want a hug from her. It doesn't matter how many years pass by you still ache for them to be with you. It doesn't matter how much faith you have nor how much you know they are better off you still miss them, you always will until the day you meet again at Jesus feet. With that being said "God be with you til we meet again  til we meet til we meet at Jesus feet." I love you mom mom and miss you very very much. Love, your chub