losing our baby at 16 weeks

Our sadness has turned into peace and hope. we have had such a good experience with the passing of our baby. I feel the love and prayers of friends and family. after delivering our liitle boy, Iwas able to hold him and see his sweet liitle fingers and toes as well as his tiny little boy part. Seeing a fetus at 13-14 weeks gestation was a very neat experience it makes me appreciate my living children even more and the miracle each of them are. I am so grateful for this sweet experience I have gone through, it defiantly has brought me closer to my father in heaven and his son Jesus Christ. Life is precious!

We are all feeling very sad today at the loss of our baby.  I went to the dr. today for a routine check up only to find no heart beat, I was sent over to the hospital for an ultrasound, which confirmed our baby died 2 weeks ago, but I still haven't passed him. The ultra sound tech sent me back to the doctor and he and his staff were very supportive. He told me my options are to wait 2-3 weeks and let it happen naturally, to get a pill that aborts the baby or to have a d&C. I have another appointment Monday to discuss what we are going to do.

the spirit told me before I knew the baby had died  whathis name should be , Erik told me that he was very impressed what his middle name should be . Erik has had many spritual experiences from this and I believe Beverly knew all along. For the last 2 weeks any time Liz or I would talk to Beverly about the baby she would say we aren't going to have a baby or something to that effect.

Our Family is grateful to know that Families are Forever, we will have this sweet little boy again someday.